I just finished watching the movie, ” He’s just not that into you”.
I took a day after being in class to spend the say with just Me:)
I figured I really wanted to see the movie, so going alone, what would be the big deal.
I laughed harder, spoke aloud things randomly, as I reacted to each scene.
Loved every minute of it:)
When I left the movie of the ” how to’s” and the ” here sees”, I practically ran out to the parking lot,
with such a deep, and heavy message.
I may not have a guy right now who’s ” into” me, but I have a GOD who very much is!
For all of you single girls out there, HE is your first love, and he is harder to get over than any guy could ever be.
So breaking up and choosing to go back to Him…its not fair to Him and He doesn’t deserve it!
I found myself turning off the radio, and singing softle aloud, ” Heart Of Worship”, It’s all about Him!
On my way home I decided to make this committed heart truly official; I went and bought another cross necklace.
Yes, I know there are purity rings out there, but a cross on my neck represents to me, my own engagement in Christ.
God has so brought so much comfort to me as I have seen my friends get married, and have kids.
I can think of the love He has for me, and I realize I could have all of this world could give me, but without His love alone;
I don’t think I could remember to breathe,
I think my heart might even stop beating.
He is my everything.
I was telling my friend the other day that my faith is the one thing I can take with me when I die. It is my most treasured possession.
Without faith. Its worse than dehydration.
Without faith, there is no hope.
Without faith, there is no love; genuine anyway.
But my God, I know that He totally gets me, that He loves to watch me from above, even writing this blog post, or as I drove here gazing into the clouds in the sky.
In 2004, I wrote a covenant between God and I, and in 2006 I broke that covenant.
2009, I wrote out the same convanent.
He is a God of second chances.
He knows where I am, and Who I’ll be.
He knows who I will love.
There is none like Him,
but perhaps someday He will give me someone that
I might be able to say is ” close” to that:)
For now, this girl’s heart is sealed:)
I love you Lord.